I am have recently understood something important about myself. I can be friends with people who are mean, sarcastic, and are even a bit obnoxious, but I cannot be friends with someone who I do not respect. Not in any light. This is significant, because I have recently realized I hold a sort of contempt for a very important relationship I have, because I do not respect that person. I want to, so badly love this person in every way, but I do not like who this person has warped into. It makes me sad and disappointed in myself, yet it is not something I want to change. I can still watch Vit C's music video Graduation, and think about how wonderful that friendship was and I hope one day it will be like that again. I can just wait and see.