Let's Go Naked.

I have never really accomplished deciding what to forget, regret and what to juts let go of. In fact I have been the worst at it. I tend to hold on to things for an obsessive amounts of time. I wish I didnt, and believe me I am trying to let go of people who are not right for me. What I really want to do is to just not care and to take things on when they come, I dont want to think about all of the good times I have had with people who have hurt me and enjoyed it.

Ihave had interesting experiences with friends on power trips who want to get back at you for doing something they may have wished they were either a part of or just biting me for revenge. Prob because I in turn have been an asshole. Well thats just silly Iam not going to let go of my life to fit someone else's. The perfect example of this is of course MS someone I cant let go of, because the whole situation is laughable and that I spend almost all of my time with the cause of what ripped us apart... :( If my balss werent made of glass I would first of all punch MS in the face for being such a pussy and just leave. Then again I am pretty brave for staying too.

Aw well past will be past. I hate working at Magnolias. I dont like how ridiculous most of the wrokers are and how intense some of them get about the little things and how snidely workers will go againast each other, but not to their faces through the best way known to most high schoolers: gossip. Not that anything specific has happened to me but I hate hearing people complain about others, because I know in turn they will complain about me, insteads of asking me to do something better. Thats ridiculous.

Iam so excited for TI park. Not really excited about the whole bathing suit system or rather expectations. My theory is that everyone should just go naked, as slutty as that expectation is. Why not? There is all this excitement about how much one should reveal and how much is too much to put over one, when in any case your getting perfectly good clothing soaking wet and you get those imitation crotch leaks, which are actually just wet bathing suit leaks. If everyone accepted being naked not only does it usually look better and many will apperciate the bodily form and not be so excited about seeing people naked but also you can easily and COMPLETELYdry off and not have those uncomfortable watermarks. It is just like lowereing the drinking age, or having a low drinkning age in Europe, something that can be a problem should be better accepted and a public norm. It is the unusual things we have problems with, so why not make the unusual usual and stop pounding confusing expectations into the oncoming generations?

:)